Exchange interview tomorrow arvo!

Gahhh - so nervous.

Tomorrow's the moment that decides whether my dream can now become reality.

*panic attack*

Might update this later. - too panicky to type now. Hands are shaking. @@;

~Back. I just had a massive stomach ache. Too nervous? Probably.
I'm just looking over some answers that I made to a few generic questions.
But then I doubt I will remember it all tomorrow and probably just sit there- stupid mind blanks.

I was thinking, if, IF, I happen to make it in the program, God bless me, I want to video my daily routine/life and show the clips to my possible future host family. :) I think they will be interested - I definitely hope so.

Hm, I studied a bit more Japanese today. But the amount of English work due + all the other assessments are making constant chatter at the back of my mind. & Im getting panic attacks more frequent now. :X Not a good sign.

The Trials are also looming ahead and I am far from prepared. The subejcts of the most concern: maths, english, economics,....ancient history and business.
= =........okay, Im worried about all my subjects. Just so much content - I should've thought of that when I chose the subjects.

&guess what? My trial timetable, according to the CSSA, is as follows:

2/8 - Eng1
3/8 - Eng2

[5 days]

9/8 - Maths + Business
10/8 - Ancient History
11/8 - Economics
12/8 - Legal Studies.

T__________T WTHHHHH. This is my last chance to boost up my ranks and this is my timetable. Now it's more like, try not to let the ranks fall as much. Boo.

Anyway, heading to bed early tonight

PS; JF - Started today! 頑張ります！


G'night.
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